Into The Distance

The descent into then never ending search for why is something I can neither explain nor comprehend. It's a scary place to wake up each day and not know if you are truly who you think you are.

How do you know?

Slipping madly into the mist
I can not feel the distance I ran
Splashing, running, ending

Slipping freely into the distance
I can see the feeling I am
Splashing, screaming, fading

Slipping madly into being
I can not touch what never was
Splashing, shading, crying

I never was without first being
I never am without yet ending
------"Into The Distance"
-------Dan-----




"Live in your world, Think in mine" -----Dan----

Falling From An Empty Hand

The sun never shines
The light never reaches
In the emptiness
In the loneliness
The color is brighter

The rays never rise
The moon never dies
In the darkness
The color is richer

With this empty hand
I never stand
In this lonely land
It's all I can

But there is a line
A place to define
Happiness
At the end


The sun never shines
The light never reaches
But the color always is
The happiness never was
The rays always are

Are You Really You? Prove It

Do you really exist?
Prove it to me
right now
prove to me that you exist
-because you have feelings
-because you say so
-because you believe in god
-because he tells you so
-because everyone else exist
-because your alive
-because your not dead
------------ ----- ----------- ----
what proof do you have that you are you?
If the phone rang and the voice on the other end said it was god how do you know?
----------Do you even need proof?
-----Is life worth living without knowing?
----------Ignorance in bliss
----------Bliss through ignorance
Plato once said the unexamined life is not worth living
----why live if you don't know why?

Dead Mind, Creative Ray

Do you know how ppl wake up and in order to get going in the morning they need some coffee or need to see the sun shine on their skin. I'm not saying I don't need coffee (in my case 3 cans of monster) but I need to do something creative with my mind or I feel dead. I feel like if I don't work on my novel or listen to some good music or watch something really funny I just feel empty like my mind is shut off.

Do you ever get like that?

I often hear a lot of ppl say that they need something to inspire them to get creative, and I've never understood that, why do ppl need something to make them creative? Maybe it's just me.

This blog to me is that morning sun light, This neutral place is 100% creative for me and here I am able to just go and go about anything, and at the end of it all I feel good, I feel like I've started my mind.




"Live in your work, Laugh in mine" ---Dan

LG15? country gone wild?

I found myself flipping through the channels and I happened to land on vh1 (yes I know) anyway, it happened to be an award thing and they where doing the category of "best web video" and of course loneygirl15 "famous" from youtube happened to win. yeah? I don't get it myself, I never was a "youtuber" and I never plan to be, I do admit to being on youtube from time to time and clicking around what is considered the "most popular" and dear god the whole country seemed to be crazy for this girl and these pathetic video, Then I guess there is this whole thing about her not being actually who she is and whatever but seriously people!!!
Anyway I just thought it was interesting that she happened to win this so called "award" from the so called "vh1"





"live in your world, think in mine" --- Dan

Oh and yes i know I use "" a lot but it helps make a point, To all my faithful readers? and or anyone else there will be more seeing how my days of class have been cut down to one a week haha!!!!!!

Hidden Meaning?

They say the devils water aint so sweet
you don't have to drink right now
but you can dip your feet
every once in awhile

I can't hear the phone ringing, and maybe I just don't want too

I want to have the same last dream again,
The one where I wake up and I'm alive.
Just as the four walls close me within,
My eyes are woken up with pure sunlight.
I'm the first to know.
My dearest friends,
Even if your hope has burned with time,
Anything that's dead shall be re-grown.
And your vicious pain, your warning sign,
You will be fine.

Many months without a single word and everything should just dissappear

WoW

I want to admit to you all that I have a problem
I am a world of warcraft addict
I play often and think about playing when I am not playing
I lose track of time and all reality slips away as I keep telling myself "just one more level"
I find the game very fun and enjoy give the good people at Blizzard $15 a month to play their game
I know that the addiction is going to get worse the higher level that I get and that by Jan it is going to be really bad with the release of the new Burning Crusade Expansion.
I am now picking up the world of warcraft language and find it funny to watch other ppl struggle at low levels.
I am now thinking about hacking the game to advance my character faster
I am also thinking about selling my high level character on ebay for $200-$300

I like the game and I don't plan to stop playing anytime soon, I know that alot of people thing it's stupid and don't understand but thats ok, I think alot of it has to do with the fact that people don't know what to do to have fun these days and they have a "stereotype" about people and fail to realise the enjoyment of someting. oh well I hope all those people get cancer or soemething.

watch out for my gnome warlock, he'll mess you up with his demons and such

2:10 Afternoon Wisdom Vol. 2: Social America

What does it mean to you that you are alive?
What does it mean to you that there is a reason that you are alive?
I'd like to konw why people or in this case certian people seem to know with a passion why they are here/why they are alive. Why do some people 'just seem to know'? I've asked a few people about the meaning of life. A suprising majority seem to have an answer! what? how do people seem to know? Is it a religous answer or something greater. I believe myself that it has something to do with a certian comfort level with society. "knowing" the answer is what makes "living" worth it. Society demands an order and if you don't fall into it will all aspects of your life then you are not worth of it. Same goes for the big questions, meaning of life? why are we here? find an answer and you too can live under our roof in the house of social america.


[Much more on this topic of: Living under a social order, living within society and how it shapes you weather you want it or not, much later]